Enclosure

My poem “Inconvenient Cemetery” was just published in a British poetry anthology called Enclosure, exploring how we partition land for the public good or private use. It’s available on Amazon, and has a wonderful selection of poetry. Here’s my contribution, previously published in Red River Review.

Inconvenient Cemetery

 
At a corner where two 6-lane highways cross
lies a 32-soul cemetery. 
Bindweed crawls on crooked markers
reading Beloved Mother, Cherished Child
Too Soon Gone, R.I.P. George Lindstrom 1842-1905.

Around it sprawls a shopping mall
with Neiman Marcus and Forever 21.
Home Depot is across the street
and a Landmark 12 Screen Cinema’s nearby. 

 Once this was a village crossroads
where The Church of the Nazarene stood. 
Gravestones wore flags and geraniums then.
Kinfolk came to mourn here, and churchfolk
came the day before Palm Sunday with kaiser blades
and trowels so it looked nice for Easter. 

 But the old church burned in ’29, 
and members gravitated to The Church of Christ.
Then the suburbs spread this way, and well,
you know the rest. 

 Developers want the site for Arby’s,
but dead Nazarenes need relatives’ permission,
archeologists and legal briefs to move. 
Not worth the effort, shrugged the planning board. 

 So they’re swapping the rundown Victorian fence— 
iron with rusty curlicues—for a wood one six feet high.
Today they set the posts, and only one guy crossed himself
when a marker that said Always In Our Hearts fell over.

  A privacy fence they call it. 
Once it’s up, we can all get on with life.

Emergence

My thanks again to Corey Cook and Red Eft Review for publishing “Emergence.”

Today I saw a single silky thread from aspen 
to eaves. I traced it and watched a spider, 
backlit by the sun, weaving precise gossamer 
tendrils, interconnected. There’s a new hatch 
of dragonflies at our pond, the final leg 
of a year’s journey from egg to nymph to adult. 
It’s called Emergence—their last, fruitful days.
It’s what I feel after 80 years—an emergence 
of days, of seasons, each one savored,
and family—eggs, nymphs, adults—the intricacy 
of webs and silken threads.

Somewhat of a Christmas Miracle

Reposting this little Christmas story because everyone needs a chuckle in this hectic week before Christmas.

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Uncle Barney had Brillo-y hair he dyed a yellow that isn’t found in nature and a matching handlebar mustache he waxed and curled and kept touching with such fondness that people sometimes looked away. Aunt Myrtle said if he’d spent as much time touching her as he did that damn mustache, maybe they’d have had children. She said this out loud at family gatherings, which made everyone almost as uncomfortable as Uncle Barney’s mustache-fondling.

I was twelve the year Uncle Barney forgot his wax when he came to the farm for Christmas. It had never happened before, like if you forgot your false teeth or underwear. He didn’t notice until the next day when it was time to re-wax the five-inch protrusions to go to church on Christmas Eve. Then all hell broke loose — ranting and pacing and obsessive twirlings of the protrusions trying to will them into the mirror-image, C-shaped curves they would have assumed with wax. In the kitchen, Aunt Myrtle muttered, “Serves him right.” But no amount of twirling would make the sides match. The right side curved forward as if it was hitching a ride somewhere, while the left side wouldn’t hold much of a curl at all and looked as if it was trying to run away.

Uncle Barney didn’t want to go to church with us. We kids told him that God wouldn’t mind, and the Baby Jesus was too little to notice, but I don’t think he cared about heavenly judgments. He got dressed to go but then looked in the hall mirror, twirling and swearing and getting red and even adding spit, which only made the the ends droop more. Finally he gave up. “I can’t go,” he murmured to the mirror. “I just can’t go.”

And poor Aunt Myrtle, who had a new Christmas sweater she’d knitted herself with all three wise men and the gold parts in tinselly yarn that glittered a little too much, Mother said, for church-wearing, decided to stay home too. “I’ve lived with him for 50 years,” she said, “and I’ve never seen him this low,” which made us all raise our eyebrows a little, because we had been to their 45th anniversary party in October.

We didn’t see them after church. But it was nearly midnight when we got back because of a way-too-long sermon from Rev. Funkhouser who should have known better with all the extra carol singing and candle lighting and scripture reading that has to be done at Christmas, so we didn’t think anything of it.

Next morning, Mom and my other aunt, Lydia, and cousin, Rachel, whose kids are bratty and always get into my stuff, were in the kitchen making waffles and pouring orange juice and yelling to Rachel’s kids that they couldn’t open presents until after breakfast and wondering where Uncle Barney and Aunt Myrtle were because it was going on 8 o’clock, and usually they were early risers. Aunt Lydia called up the stairs twice that breakfast was ready, and once Aunt Myrtle called back that they’d be right down.

We finally sat down without them, and Dad said the special long grace that he keeps on tap for holidays, and then we heard a giggle, and there they were in the doorway. We probably wouldn’t have recognized Uncle Barney except for the Brillo-y yellow hair, because the mustache was gone. Completely gone! Nothing under his nose but a scraped-up-looking upper lip.

No one could think of anything to say, but finally Aunt Myrtle, who hadn’t smiled in her whole life, I think, looked up with this big-ass grin on her face, reached over and patted Uncle Barney, who was grinning back at her, and said, “What a lovely Christmas morning!”

Happy Holidays, everyone!

– Sarah Russell
First published in Everyday Fiction

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Green Tomato Chutney

My poem “Green Tomato Chutney” was just published by Silver Birth Press in their Spices and Seasonings Series. It’s one of my favorite poems, written in real time as I was making my yearly chutney — always one of my favorite fall activities. Here are more of the poems in this wonderful series.

Green Tomato Chutney

Each fall (always by serendipity)
I find green tomatoes at the farmer’s market.
I could order them, of course,
from the Amish in the last stall on the left,
but that would take away the magic.

Picked hastily before first frost,
they nestle with the Brandywines and Early Boys
and take me by surprise.
I smile, my weekend planned, and buy six pounds.
Come Saturday, I’ll make chutney.

Then another sortie through the stalls.
All the parts must be fresh picked—
peppers, patent leather red,
rose-streaked Gala apples,
chubby garlic bulbs,
currants round as BBs,
bunioned ginger toes
and raisins, withered gold.

My basement yields an oddment of jars
and the large blue pot that waits for this occasion.
I whet my favorite knife,
find cutting boards and colanders
and blues on the radio.
The tunes remind me of hard times, when canning
meant peach jam for toast in winter,
and women wore aprons.

I put mine on
(a gift from my husband before he knew better),
wash vegetables, and start to work.
I pare and core and chop and mince,
humming with Muddy Waters, Bessie Smith,
peeling the next apple, and the next.

The blue pot’s almost full—
a kaleidoscope of harvest.
Next comes sugar, tawny with molasses,
then spices—cumin, cinnamon, cayenne,
sea salt, nutmeg, cloves—
riches Marco Polo sought, now
housed in tins at Kroger. I add malt vinegar
and set the blue pot on the stove.

Chutney needs its own heat—
too high will scorch a day’s work;
too low, and it will turn to mush.
I set the flame just so, and change the music—
now conjuring a sultan’s rapture
with a favorite concubine who
doesn’t disappoint, for soon
aromas like a dance of veils, exotic
as Tangiers, fill the room and whisper
secrets of the oda.

I fill the sink to wash the jars,
dry them on white linen towels,
put water in a roasting pan to boil,
once more attend the chutney—
handmaiden to my lady’s whims—stirring,
steeped in fragrance as the liquid turns to syrup,
as raisins plump and currants soften.

Alchemy achieved, at last the chutney’s ladled
into jars and bathed—
a purifying rite.
The blue pot’s washed, its task complete.
The jars come out with tongs
to rest again on linen towels—
three rows of five to give to friends
and bring the Silk Road to our table.

I pour a cup of tea, listen for
the soft, inverse pop, pop of lids
sealing in the fantasies.

First published in Loyalhanna Review

On the Shore

The 3rd of my poems published by Verse-Virtual. There are so many beautiful poems in this issue. I’m honored to be among them.

Seaweed calligraphy at the tide’s edge.
A crab tracks through, smears the ink.
I wait for the fog to lift. The gulls argue
over someone’s sandwich crust, get on
with survival. I remember your words,
the undertow.

After Grandma Died

My thanks to editor James E. Lewis for publishing 3 of my poems in Verse-Virtual. I’ll post them in the next 3 days, but to read all the poems in this issue, from some very fine poets, go to https://www.verse-virtual.org.

After Grandma died
I cleared out her old veneered dresser and vanity
with its huge round mirror. Slips, girdles, garters,
and seamed stockings rolled in plum-sized balls.
A nightgown I’d given her still had the tags
and tissue. She did that—saved things for “good,”
even a nightie, I guess. She kept a hoard of aprons—
stained, sturdy cotton for every day, flounced organdy
for serving guests — along with white gloves for church,
pocketbooks, and a drab felt hat with feather and veil.

When I opened the vanity’s low middle drawer,
it held a whisper of Chanel and hankies—
thirty or more—ironed, folded in half and half
again, cotton so fine it might dab away a tear
but could never tend a good cry. Hankies
with scalloped edges, embroidered pansies,
set-in lace, and for Christmas, poinsettias
and candy canes. Grandma always kept one
tucked inside her sleeve. I never saw her use it,
but she had one, just in case.

Best of the Net

I’m thrilled to be one of 6 poets nominated by Poetry Breakfast for a Best of the Net award. My thanks to editor Kay Kestner for the honor. To read all of the wonderful poems Kay nominated, go to https://poetrybreakfast.com/2023/07/16/poetry-breakfasts-best-of-the-net-nominations/

Here’s my poem that was nominated.

Friends

I heard her story on the plane from Pittsburgh
to LA, smiled politely, shut my laptop, listened,

nodded. She was going to meet a childhood friend,
discovered on Facebook after sixty years. I walked

with her to the terminal, took her arm on the escalator,
felt her excitement and her faltering age.

When they saw each other, arms reached out,
and I was forgotten in their greeting. They didn’t hug,

but held the other’s face gentle in their hands,
tears in their eyes. There would be time for memories,

photos of children and grandchildren, husbands now dead.
But for now, they stood close, reading lifetimes in lines

and furrows—refuge, intimacy, secrets and confessions,
first kisses and heartbreak. I searched my mind for a friend

like that, someone so close we’d need no words if we
should meet again. Then I headed toward baggage claim.

Kitchen Talk

My poem Kitchen Talk was featured today on Poetry Breakfast, just in time for Mother’s Day. My thanks to Editor Kay Kestner.

A timeless, woman-shaped tableau—
grandmothers, aunts, cousins cooking,
laughing. Amy is expecting a baby—
her first—and the love, advice 
and questions are as nourishing 
as the bread baking and red sauce
simmering. Names? What hospital? 
Do you need a crib? Her due date 
is the winter solstice. Such fortune! 
Meant to be! Women’s joy shared 
through centuries at village wells,
over tea and quilting frames—new life, 
hope, this fragile human gift.

Friends

My poem “Friends” was published today by Poetry Breakfast. My thanks to Editor Kay Kestner.

I heard her story on the plane from Pittsburgh
to LA, smiled politely, shut my laptop, listened,

nodded. She was going to meet a childhood friend,
discovered on Facebook after sixty years. I walked

with her to the terminal, took her arm on the escalator,
felt her excitement and her faltering age.

When they saw each other, arms reached out,
and I was forgotten in their greeting. They didn’t hug,

but held the other’s face gentle in their hands,
tears in their eyes. There would be time for memories,

photos of children and grandchildren, husbands now dead.
But for now, they stood close, reading lifetimes in lines

and furrows—refuge, intimacy, secrets and confessions,
first kisses and heartbreak. I searched my mind for a friend

like that, someone so close we’d need no words if we
should meet again. Then I headed toward baggage claim.

Touch

So pleased to have a poem published in the Silver Birch Press series “One Good Memory.” A lovely painting accompanies the poem on their site.

Touch

My mother was a hard woman,
not given to hugs or laughter.
But once when I was quite sick —
I must have been 4 or 5 — she sat
beside my bed, and I felt her cool,
soft fingers on my forehead, easing
my headache, brushing back my hair,
until I finally slept. That was when I knew
she loved me, though she didn’t say it,
then, or ever.